OMG!

it's been more than a year....


hhmmmm.... shall i continue?

T.A.K.U.T

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Tuhan, bantulah aku menghadapinya dengan tabah
Mudahkan urusan aku yang ini

Tuhan, aku mohon.......................

Life

Life is like a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you gonna get.

True indeed.
I am still struggling after I decided to revamp my whole life & career. Regret? Nope, just at times I feel life is so hard. The challenges that I must overcome sometimes unbearable.
Support? Me, myself & I.

With the plans of my family for this year, at times I do wish I can just disappear. My presence are not much needed. What I say I want was totally ignored, what I had firmly said I do not want, they try to force it upon me.  If only they were strangers, it will be much, much, much  easier.

I had grown tired crying myself to sleep every other day. I had ended my affairs recently, meaning I lost a shoulder to cry on.

Please, Allah, guide me through all this, I am not strong..................

??

what am i doing??????

Decision.

Upon making up my mind
Once I made my decision.....



All I asked,





understanding and prayers that Allah blessed me with it.
Aminn.........

r.......... Deeply

I just wish I'm more blessed with happy news and happiness





or maybe contended with other's bad news????????

Am I Wrong?

Is it sinful to feel sad upon other people's happiness?

It's not that I pray for their sadness, yet I can't feel happy for them

Dear Allah, bless me with redha and strong to face this

Or else blessed me with some happiness too....